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Futile Love

I'll never be da one hold you..
I'll never be da one to tell you all my secrets and dreams..
I'll never be da one who whispers softly in your ear..
       Those three sweet words every girl wants to hear

I'll never be da one who lies by your side..
I'll never be da one who you turn to when you need someone ..
I'll never be da one who you love unconditionally..

I'll always be da one who you'll never talk to, 
  I'll always be da one who you'll turn away from.

I'll never be da one to hold you ..
I'll never be da one to tell you all my secrets and desires ..
I'll never be da one who whispers softly in your ear..
       Those three sweet words every girl wants to hear...

Hate To Love and Love To Hate
when luv turns to hate. and i am not speaking about luv between a momma and a daughter or between siblings, or relatives etc.
i am talking about the so-called true luv...

when you are tired of waiting for them to come back and you know its hopeless, and you are just too damn angry to forget it all when all the pain stuffed down inside turns into hate...
pour your hate out to me, tell me what would you like to do to the other person...

there are no rules and as long as you don't make the poem too long, it should be just fine ::evil smile::

man.. i feel fo these poems...

a fresh new year-  n.. im lazier than ever..

man.. been buying my lonesum self clothes these days.. lolz

my medicine =)

on january 1st.. i ate.. watched tv.. n took a shit.. worst day ever..

good news though =D

im getting me a dog that i wanted ever since i was lil =)=)

jack russell/shitzu and a chihuahua mixed.. haha buh.. it loox like a baby pomeranian.. :) imma treat it like my baby~

sObe's outttttt

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i had fun at church yesterday =) so good seeing everyone in like forever especialli my ddong ruthy~ talent show was good

speshul shout outz to julie- joanne- sandra- gong ju 2- jane- rOsa- for working so hard ^^ i no all the rest did too buh i was with them the whoole dai.. lolz tiring..... -_- buh worth it!

o man.. mah bad to chris oppa~~~ T.T haha

we got like lost for like 30 minutes.. cus me being so smart couldnt find my house~ ^^;

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during this year.. i have mani memories i wuld say mostli bad than good ones buh mani memories..

i wuld juss like to shout out to my friends whose been there to help me out when i needed it.. haha im too lazi to rite ppl.. i have too mani.. im juss so popular~~ UH MUH NAH~~ haha newayz..

im looking forward to a fresh new year where i can start all over again-

gwah....... xanga under sum technical difficulties.. -_- haha

ill edit later =)

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u no wha??? i think imma juss leave it like this! haha

i hafta make my font a tee bit larger cus im bout to go blind!

newayz.. new news? hMm.. got a new cellie.. OhOHO~

so.. if u ever get my number call me up  

yesh ladies n gents. this is the kind of HUSKY dog that Meestuh david n haley wanted.. foogli eh?? lolz jp

herSs a cuter one ^^

hMm.. hers a survey fo u ppl..  honesty is the best ..

1.  loud or quiet (as in realli loud or realli quiet.)

2. speak everything on ur mind or juss shutup.

3. a lil on the girly side or a lil on the manly side?

blahhhhhhhhhhh~ i feel like shit